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❝ Throwback. ❞

posted on Sunday, 24 February 2013 @ 2/24/2013 12:06:00 am | permalink

Assalammualaikum. Ok aku nak cerita sedih ni. So, please tukar mood anda semua. Hehehe

Semua orang yang hidup mesti ada sedih dan gembira kan? Kdang kadang kita tak dapat terima semua kenyataan tu. Tapi itulah takdir Allah. Dia tahu yang lebih baik. Kita hamba Dia, kita sekadar HAMBA yang harus dan wajib patuh semua perintah Allah.

Macam aku, aku pernah sekali memang sedih gila. Em bukan lah sekali. Tapi banyak kali rasanya. Tambah lagi bila dah meningkat dewasa ni. Ceh ayat. Haha tapi betul, semakin kita meningkat umur semakin tulah problem datang tanpa kita mintak. Kadang kadang ada tau orang mintak problem datang mana tak nya, hidup terlalu gembira sampai takde masalah.

*3 Tahun yang lepas, masatu aku tengah ambik exam. Then, lepas rehat aku cam dapat rasa something tak elok. Before tu memang aku tau pakngah masuk hospital. Tapi, tak teruk. Ok lah masa otw balik class aku tak fikir pape dah. Aku terlalu rapat dengan pakngah. Sampaikan tidur pun dengan arwah. Ok sambung, then masuk class. Exam dah start. Tengah syok syok jawab exam pastu ada kakak kerani datang. Dia cakap apa tau " Ni ain kan? kalau akak nak bagitahu ni, ain jangan sedih tau. Ain kuatkan semangat. Tadi ibu dengan sepupu ain datang sekolah bagitahu pak ngah ain dah takde" and i was like ?!?!?!?! macam biasalah air mata dah bergenang keluar. Akak tu penat pujuk, tapi aku lama terduduk dekat luar. Sampai cikgu tanya kenapa and kuatkan semangat aku. Pastu cikgu tolong kemaskan beg aku. Cikgu cakap nanti lepas habis semua ni datang sekolah continue exam. Sepanjang jalan aku menangis. Aku tak heran pun cikgu cakap apa apa. Aku sampai je dekat kereta mak long aku kesat air mata. Dorang perasan, tapi malas lah nak tanya. Dalam otw balik kampung aku asyik teringat dulu pakngah suka sakat aku. Pank ngah suka panggil aku mok. Pak ngah selalu ajak aku makan sana sini. Ajak aku mandi sungai dkt kebun atok. Tapi sekarang semua tu dah takde. Aku takde tempat nak berdamping bila dkt rumah atok. Aku sunyi. Aku tak rapat dengan atok. Aku rapat dengan pak ngah je. Lelaki tulah selalu gurau dengan aku, selalu sangat berdamping dengan aku. Lepas sampai kampung, aku tengok arwah belum sampai. Dorang otw. Aku tahan sebak tau tak.

*Then, dorang sampai. Semua sedara tegur kenapa muka merah sangat ni. Aku nampak arwah diangkat masuk. Aku menangis. Semua pujuk and cakap "Allah sayangkan pakngah" Lagilah aku sedih. Lepas settle semua, aku cium dahi pakngah. Aku tak tau nak gambarkan macam mana sedihnya. Betapa sebaknya aku dkt situ. Tudung sekolah habis basah aku kesat air mata. Muka mata hidung semua merah merah. First time kehilangan orang yang paling aku sayang. Tetiba dah takdde. Kau bayangkan lah betapa perit hidup aku masatu. Lama aku tak pergi sekolah duduk kampung rindu pak ngah. Aku tak boleh nak cakap apa dah. Bila kawan call, aku kata "takde ape lah. Nanti aku cerita" "aku ok je, kau buat exam elok2 k"
Aku teringat pakngah mintak belikan makanan. Time tu dia lapar. Masatu dia dah kt hospital. Aku dengan ayah pergi belikan. Aku tengok dia still ok. Boleh gerak macam orang biasa. Tapi lepastu..............................:"""""((((( Pakngah masih boleh borak borak mcm biasa, gelak2. Tapi tulah aku cakap, takdir Allah. Siapa yang boleh tolak kan?

Aku kehilangan dua orang. Abang aku dan pak ngah. Aku sentiasa doakan mereka bahagia dialam sana. Abang, nanti jangan lupa tarik family kita masuk syurga k? kita jumpa dekat sana. Takde sape lupa abang. Ain selalu doakan abang. Abang sudah ditempah didalam syurga.

❝ Leisure. ❞

posted on Wednesday, 6 February 2013 @ 2/06/2013 12:42:00 am | permalink

Assalammualaikum for muslims and good evening for non-muslim.

Today we are going to talk about......................leisure. Yes you know whats leisure? No? ok. Like this, leisure in bhasa means masa lapang, masa senggang easy talk like a freetime. Yes. Now you've know it babe :-) So, what you will do if you've a freetime? There're so many things you can do such as reading, swimming for health, twitter? eh? haha no that just for waste time. For sure, for those who will sit on pmr and spm they would do by reading and do some exersices right? like me..yeah im a pmr candidate. So, i dont wanna waste my time w/ lepak karaoke, photo-shooting etc. Like what my mum said i cant do anything thats not for pmr. Hahaha thats no funny!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant go hang out wi my dear boyfriend. Other than that, i cant spend time w my lovely friends outside. Oh no!!!!!!!!!!! But yaa, i'll pujuk my mum to give me a chance :-) hehehe

Hahahah im bored here. So that i share w you all what ive learn in school tadi heheh baik tak? baik tak?
Allhamdulillah! so many people perasan im look more happy now. Heheheh yes im so happy w him. I dont ever thought that he will text me. Hahahah i was tweet-ed about him pas dia sent text dkt i. Ada lah sorang ni tanya dkt ask.fm *but i have delete the quest! hahaha* someone: ain, boleh tak awak cite pasal dia (H)'me: is that important for you? Then, haprak satu apa pun aku tak cerita. Hahahha sibuk je nak tau. Tah sape lah yang ask camtuh.

IDK why im so happy, he never make me sad anymore in sha allah hope this will be remain. He keep going text me called me sayang, kak bedah, adik etc. Hafiz gila panggil org camtu. Kalau dapat gila dengan dia, sampai habis credit. Ada satu masa tu my credit out of phone dia txt i :Kak bedah habis credit ke? hahahha
Ok tu kurang ajar. Hahahah he remind me of the CREATOR of the world. He remind me of my pmr. He remind me to eat. He give me some advice. How i wish i can sleep to his shoulder then he belai2 my rambut. Astargfirullah. Lambat lagi ain lambat lagi. Semalam kau cakap apa dkt dia, kau nak study sampai phd baru kawin en? kau ain takyah gatal sangat eh!!!!!!!

Ya Allah, setelah lama aku tunggu dia, sabar bila tengok dia chat, twitting dengan other girl, kepp my missed like crazy to him, finally! THIS IS WHAT WE SHOULD CALL 'JODOH ALLAH' hehehehheh *ok muntah sekarang* Hahahah apa yang penting sekarang im happy now!!!!!!!!!!!

Please pray for our goodness. Kerana doa seseorang hamba allah kepada seseorang tanpa diketahui akan dimakbulkan :) DOAKAN KAMI BAHAGIA! DOAKAN KAMI BERJAYA SAMPAI SYURGA!

Till then. See you later! Much love, ain amalina :')

❝ YOU'VE TURN 15 OLEDI!!!!!!!!!!! ❞

posted on Sunday, 3 February 2013 @ 2/03/2013 01:19:00 am | permalink

Assalammualaikum everyone who is reading this. Haha.

Today (4 feb, i just make this cause i 4th feb is school time haha) so i dont have time to update. Hahah ok back to the story.

Tomorrow is the birthday of twins! yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i feel so exciting because something will happen tmrw maybe?No? Yes? haha im just look forward. Hahahah so yeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR BOTH OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW YOU GETTING OLDER THAN ME. You guys must know it hahahaha no i just make a joke. You dont feel its funny? oh you are not human. You're a robot. Hahaha i dont know why i felt so happy. Hahahah sepatutnya you guys yang happy gila. But, me yang super happy. Hahaha

I wish you a very good luck for any exam especially on PMR coming soon. Im very hope that Allah bless you w something best. Dont ever get mad if that just a small matter. DONT BE SAD anymore. Good luck too in your diet (me too) haha. Always remember that ALLAH PLAN SOMETHING THE BEST FOR YOU GUYS, SO JUST BE HAPPY IN YOUR LIFE. Take care of family, your truly friends (ME!!!!!!!!!) Hahaha your boyfriend specially kan kan. Hahah.

Be a wonderful girl. Be matured. be humble. TAK PAYAH NAK GARANG SANGAT LAH! Takut kita. Dah la ada dua orang. Kang tak pasal2 kita kena baham dengan dua orang kakak harimau jadian ni.

Protect our friendship like spongebob and patrick. Dont ever think negative to your friends. Give a slow talk ok? and yeah i miss our crazy laugh!!!!!!!! And and this......you must happy. Hahahah i've something to give you. What is that? am i need to let you guys know? haha perlu ke? hahah

I give the present to tell you that im so appreciate what you guys do for me. Im so happy being friend w you in 3 years. I feel so safe when i was w/ you guys and im so dislike when you guys NOT COMING TO SCHOOL. I feel lonely eventho' Atin was accompanied me. Another reason why i give that present to you because I WANT YOU GUYS KEEP OUR MEMORIES.

Lastly, I LOVE BOTH OF YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!